Wednesday, June 18, 2003

Okay, So I'm trying really hard to figure this site out. It seems really confusing so far and the help panel on the side is no help whatsoever. I'm looking at all these other blogs and how cool they are. Hey! How'd yall do that???? I know some html, but not sure how to use it at this site. I'm sure I'll figure it all out eventually. Maybe the fact that I'm so damned tired is keeping me from comprehending what to do. I wish I could get just ONE really good night's sleep. I've gotten so used to the insomnia that has plagued me for so long now that I don't think I even know HOW to sleep more than an hour or two at a time. I can only imagine what it it feels like to wake up in the morning refresh and ready to face the day instead of groaning and barely dragging my sorry butt out of bed. I dont know why I can't sleep. I know that when I do I often have nightmares that wake me up. Other times is my husband either nudging me or rolling over putting his knee smack dab in the middle of my back, or his snoring. Sometimes I don't have any trouble sleeping when I'm alone in the bed. Which really stinks because I really love my hubby and I miss him holding me and just being near him to sleep. It used to be such a great comfort. I wish I could feel that again. I miss it more than I can say.

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

HI! Welcome to my BLOG spot on the NET. Everyone seems to have them, so I thought I'd jump on the bandwagon too. We'll see how it goes.

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